YOUR TOUCH I WANT - EPISODE 44

“My hand is okay, just a small wound,” Rei replied with a big smile.

Alina then took the tray held by Rei, “Thank you for being so kind”. Said Alina.

“You’re both Alina, you don’t forget to eat a lot so you have the energy”.

Alina nodded her head “Then I’ll excuse myself”. Rei said.

“Hmmm”.

After that Rei left Alina’s room. He went back into his room. Meanwhile, Alina still felt the same vibration as before. He put the food on the table. Alina just kept staring at the food served by Rei. She sat on a chair while holding her chin, “Rei is so kind, she deserves a good woman”. Alina muttered.

“Aaaa, what am I thinking?” She muttered. Her eyes looked at the omelette on top of which was rice. Alina remembers her high school days. This is her favorite food. Alina smiled broadly, because Rei still remembered her childhood. She then took a fork and tasted it. Just one tablespoon, Alina felt very good. Rei’s cooking is absolutely delicious. Make Alina eat very voraciously. She didn’t leave a single grain of rice on her plate. Alina feels full from eating too much.

After her stomach was filled Alina didn’t forget to go to the bathroom. She brushed her teeth and washed her face. This has become a routine every night. Alina then took the blanket. She covered her toes. Because Alina’s habit of sleeping should be covered neatly. Alina then closed her eyes to enjoy her sleep. Alina was sleeping beautifully.

Tonight Alina dreams of meeting Danendra again. In her dream, Alina saw Danendra wearing a bright white shirt. From the toe, Danendra is all white. Danendra looks pale. He stood with his back to Alina.

In that dream Alina was in a very strange place. It was like being in the middle of a deserted forest, and there were only the two of them. Alina approached Danendra with slow footsteps. She stretched out her hand to touch Danendra’s body. When Alina’s hand was about to reach, Danendra turned and smiled at Alina.

Alina was silent staring at Danendra’s face, they stared at each other only for a moment. After that Danendra disappeared somewhere. In the dream, Alina shouted Danendra’s name. Alina goes around looking for Danendra.

“Danendra, come back.. Danendra, where are you? Don’t leave me alone, I still need you”. Alina shouted loudly.

But nothing appeared. Alina felt scared in the middle of the forest alone. There was no one, Alina continued to cry hysterically, and in her dream Rei appeared who came to her aid, “Alina wake up! What are you doing?”. Rei asked.

“Danendra!! I just met Danendra here. I want to go with him”. Alina replied while sobbing.

“Wake up Alina!! Come with me”. Rei then invites Alina to go with him to leave that very scary place. In that dream Alina followed Rei.

While walking, Alina realized again that the man beside her was Rei, her best friend. Alina pushed Rei very strongly “No! You are not Danendra”. Alina shouted.

It turns out that Rei hasn’t slept yet, he’s still thinking about Alina. Remembering what happened over and over again. Suddenly Rei heard Alina’s scream. He was shocked and immediately got up, “Alina!!”. Rei said, and immediately Rei opened the door to his room and ran to Alina’s room. Luckily they were only one wall apart. So quickly Rei arrived.

Rei panicked hearing Alina’s crying voice, without thinking Rei slammed the door hard, “Duarrrr”. There was a loud banging on the door.

Rei immediately ran to wake up Alina who was sleeping in her nightmare, “Alina, wake up”. Rei said while patting Alina’s cheek.

Moments later, Alina woke up with wet eyes. She still felt that Danendra was near her, “Danendra”. Said Alina.

“It’s me, Rei!! Not Danendra”. Obviously Rei.

“I’m sorry Rei. I had a dream that I met Danendra again. But in that dream Danendra was wearing all white clothes. He looked and smiled and then he just disappeared”. Alina tells her dream with Rei.

Rei sat next to Alina while embracing Alina who was in a state of fear “You are patient. I hope Danendra is at peace there. I’m sure he misses you just as much as you miss him”. Rei said.

“Rei!! You are right, that I really miss Danendra. I really want to hug him. I miss everyone”. Alina was crying hysterically while beating her chest.

All Rei could do right now was be tactful because that was the only way he could understand Alina, “Yes Alina, you are patient. I understand how you really feel. Maybe Danendra wants you to go to his grave”. Rei said.

“Maybe you’re right, I haven’t been to his grave lately.”

“Calm down! Tomorrow I will take you to visit his grave”.

“But tomorrow you work.”

“It’s okay, I will do anything for you”.

“You’d better go to work, I can go alone or I’ll go with Mr. Jupri escorted.”

“I don’t allow you to go with other people, I want you to only go with me, because I’m worried if something happens to you”.

Alina was silent, she lowered her face. Because she felt guilty for hurting Rei who was so kind and sincere to her. She was crying again.

“Why wrong with you, Alina?”. Rei asked.

“Okay I will not force you to go with me. I will order Mr. Jupri to take you tomorrow”. Connect Rei.

“I just feel guilty. I’m sorry Rei, because until now I haven’t been able to be a complete wife. I’ve tried to forget everything, but I can’t, I’m sorry”.

“I understand, I won’t force you to love me, and all I want is that you can go back to how you used to be. Being Alina who is cheerful and never complains like this. That’s enough. Just seeing you smile, this heart is beyond words happy”.

“Rei!! You really are my best friend, you endured just to see me change. You are really good Rei. You deserve a woman who is as good as you are”.

“Never mind Alina. Now you should calm down first. Don’t think anything is wrong. Remember that tomorrow you will go to Danendra’s meal”.

“Thank you Rei. I’m very grateful that you understand my situation”.

“Yes Alina, you’re welcome. Now you sleep, and don’t stay up late. I’ll take care of you tonight”.

“No need Rei, I dare to sleep alone”.

“You don’t worry Alina, because I won’t touch you, believe me”.

Listen to Rei’s explanation. Alina was sure, and tonight Alina allowed Rei to sleep with her. Alina then tidied her body, she also didn’t forget to put on a blanket. Because tonight is really cold. Rei who is still sitting beside Alina really doesn’t move, he just stays silent as Alina’s guard tonight.

Alina slowly closed her eyes, without waiting long Alina fell asleep. The day that Rei had been waiting for had come true now. Rei always imagined being able to look at Alina’s face while fast asleep, and now Rei did just that.

Seeing the face of his wife who he loved so much. Although Alina never returned his love at all. But that will never make Rei’s love fade. Rei kept looking at Alina’s face. Seeing her very soft lips made Rei imagine that his lips were touching.

Rei was completely seduced by Alina’s charm even though she was asleep. Rei couldn’t help himself. He was compelled to touch Alina’s lips which looked seductive. Rei slowly lowered his head. The closer Rei got the more eager to touch her. Alina’s breath sounds beautiful. Making Rei unable to contain himself anymore, he wanted to kiss Alina tonight.

Slowly Rei’s face got closer, Rei’s eyes widened. His heart was beating fast, because this was the first time Rei had touched a woman. When Rei’s lips want to touch Alina’s lips. Rei suddenly realized, he immediately pulled himself away from Alina, “Oh my gosh, what have I done?”. Rei’s mind seemed to be blaming himself.

Rei repeatedly took deep breaths while playing with his hands. Rei can’t calm down tonight, “Calm down Rei!! You better take a breath first. Remember you promised Alina and you can’t break your agreement”. Rei thought again.

He stroked his chest, Rei still felt a violent tremor in his heart, because this really made Rei’s blood flow fast. The first time Rei fell in love with someone and the first time he wanted to touch a woman’s lips. For Rei this was unnatural. Turns out it wasn’t easy for Rei.

Different from johns who easily touch women. Rei doesn’t want to be labeled as a brat. Rei also didn’t want to enjoy anything alone. He wants to enjoy it normally with the woman he loves. Rei wants that if he is related to Alina, it must be based on the same from the heart.

Rei was afraid to see Alina’s face, he was afraid of being tempted again. Unknowingly Rei’s wand was tensed earlier. Rei was at a loss as to how to get him back to sleep as usual. Rei tried to put him to sleep again, but couldn’t, and that made Rei feel restless tonight. He never imagined that he would experience this strange occurrence. Again, both of Rei’s eyes accidentally looked at Alina who was fast asleep. Making Rei even more tempted. Rei then closed his eyes with his hands, “Calm down Rei! Don’t be tempted by her. Remember you shouldn’t touch someone carelessly. Even though you’re married. Don’t let yourself be hated for doing things that Alina doesn’t want.” Rei thought, he kept calming his own heart.

Rei is very sorry for having to fight his own lust. Rei was truly a rare real man in this world.