YOUR TOUCH I WANT - EPISODE 43

Usually, at night the atmosphere will feel lonely, just like Alina’s heart, which every day and every night feels lonely. The shining stars radiate beauty. Likewise the moon, it emits a very bright light.

Tonight Alina is hungry, she can’t find food in her room. Alina has been holding her stomach ever since. Alina was very hungry, “My stomach, I’m so hungry”. Alina muttered.

The only way to be able to eat Alina had to go to the kitchen. Tonight Alina wears a nightgown that looks like a dress, with short sleeves that reach up to her knees. Her hair was kept in a ponytail. Doesn’t take away her beauty.

Alina decides to go to the kitchen to save herself from starvation. She quickly opened the door to her room and ran a little. The clock shows 12.00 pm. When Alina opened the refrigerator door, her eyes wandered around looking behind her. She was afraid that Rei would find her.

The atmosphere was as usual, felt safe. She took a deep breath. Alina looked back at the refrigerator in front of her eyes. Alina found nothing in the refrigerator, only raw vegetables. Alina’s gaze then turned to the dining table, “Looks like there’s food there”. Alina muttered.

She then took a small step so that the sound of her feet could not be heard clearly. Alina then opened the serving hood and saw that there was food already available. Alina is very happy because her stomach will soon be filled. She quickly devoured the food.

Alina swallowed the food quickly, she put the food back into her almost full mouth. Rei, who was outside the courtyard, suddenly entered. He saw that the light in the kitchen was on. Rei became curious, because when it was midnight Rei usually turned off the lights.

“Who’s in the kitchen?” Rei thought.

Rei sneaked a peek, he only saw the shadow of a person. Very scary, “Who is that? Why am I getting goosebumps”. Rei muttered while stroking his hand, the closer he got, the clearer the image Rei saw.

Rei dared to catch him from behind, “Catch!! What are you doing?”. Rei asked firmly.

“Rei, it’s me, Alina”. Alina shouted loudly. She was furious.

Rei was surprised to hear Alina’s scream. Rei immediately let go of Alina’s hand, “I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was you. Besides, why are you in the kitchen at night?”. Rei asked frantically.

Alina immediately vomited the food in her mouth, “Drink first”. Rei immediately took Alina drinking water.

Alina immediately drank, her face was red, “Are you okay?”. Rei asked.

“Yes, I am doing okay”. Alina answered in a hoarse voice.

“I’m sorry, I thought it was a thief.”

“It’s okay, it’s my fault too”.

“Are you hungry?”. Rei asked.

“Or I can order food for you”. Rei continued.

Alina shook her head, “No need, I’m full.

“You wait here, I will make you your favorite food”. Rei said .

“No, I’ve eaten before”.

“I know you are still hungry.”

Rei then asked Alina to sit while waiting to finish cooking. Alina was forced to follow the words Rei. She kept staring at the face of Rei being cut carrots. It is clear that Rei really cares about Alina. There is a bad feeling in Alina’s heart because she always disappoints Rei. Meanwhile Rei always does good to her.

Looking at the face of her husband who is never considered. Suddenly Alina’s heart feels trembled. Alina is fascinated by Rei. Because Rei is a man who is very handsome and dignified. She suddenly realized and immediately averted her gaze, “Oh my gosh, what am I thinking. Well, I better be aware of it. Remember he’s your friend Rei.” Alina thought.

She kept on bringing herself to her senses, while Rei, who was busy cutting onions, didn’t know he was being watched all this time. Rei was too focused on seeing onions. Unknowingly, Rei’s hand was scratched by a knife, “Ouch” . Rei moaned in pain. He let go of the knife and saw forefinger.

Alina instantly surprised, both eyes dilated, “Rei, what happened?”. Asked Alina, she got up from her seat and saw Rei bleeding.

“Just grazed”. Rei replied while showing his index finger.

Alina immediately pulled Rei’s hand, “This can be dangerous, I’ll get the medicine box first.” Alina suddenly noticed Rei’s attention. She immediately went to her room to take the medicine box that had been prepared.

Rei couldn’t help but stare at Alina who suddenly paid attention to him. “Let me treat your hand first.” Alina immediately touched Rei’s hand.

Alina then treated Rei’s injured hand wound, even though the wound wasn’t too bad. Rei just stared at Alina’s face and looked panicked. It turns out that behind her pretentious attitude of not caring, Alina keeps a thousand kindnesses. Rei didn’t get tired of looking at Alina’s face, seeing Alina’s curly eyelashes.

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Their eyes met and looked at each other, this was the first time Alina’s heart felt a very powerful vibration. They stared at each other for a long time, their hearts pounding. Alina immediately let go of Rei’s hand and averted her gaze, “You’d better treat yourself”. Said Alina while giving the medicine.

Rei smiled “You better go Alina”.

“Not!!” Alina was suddenly nervous, she became awkward, “Then I want to go to the room first”. Alina said while playing with her fingers.

“Why, Alina?”. Rei asked with a surprised face, because Alina’s attitude suddenly changed.

Alina didn’t want to talk anymore, she went straight into her room with such fast steps, “Why did Alina suddenly change like that? Is she having a problem?”. Rei thought to himself.

Alina immediately closed the door tightly, she leaned her body behind the door while stroking her chest. Alina looks shaking, “Why do I suddenly feel different?”. Alina thought, her face looked flushed red like wearing blush.

Alina still felt a tremor in her chest, she didn’t realize what had happened. This really made no sense to Alina. She immediately threw herself on the bed. Alina is confused with herself. The feeling was suddenly different this time.

She then took her picture with Danendra when they were together first. Alina looked at Danendra’s face with longing. It seems that Alina misses the figure of Danendra.

Alina’s eyes filled with tears, she recalled her sweet memories in the past. Again the memories that made Alina feel pain in her heart. Her love for Danendra grew again. Even though Danendra was no longer there.

Just now Alina felt the vibration of love for Rei. All of that disappeared in an instant. Alina is again made to cry because of her past. Either Alina’s mind is too short. Why cry for someone who is dead? Meanwhile, she is married to Rei.

“Danendra, why did you leave me so quickly? Even though I really miss you”. Alina muttered.

Alina felt her chest tighten, she then wiped her tears. She kept looking at Danendra’s face, and it made her heart want to hug him. Alina then put Danendra’s photo on her chest, “Danendra, I miss”. Said Alina while closing her beautiful eyes.

While Rei, who is still pensive, remembers Alina’s gaze earlier. There was a certain sense of happiness that Rei felt in his heart. Rei also saw the hand that had been treated by Alina. He didn’t want to clean Alina’s hand. This is really special for Rei.

He smiled to himself enjoying his mood again in love. Only this time Rei smiled broadly. Usually his smile is bitter because his heart is never at peace. Rei returned to his basket while looking at his hands again. He sleeps on his side, as if he felt Alina beside him, “Alina, it turns out that you really care about me. This is the first time I’ve seen you panic because of my injured hand”. Rei muttered.

Rei was increasingly convinced that a little more he could touch Alina’s heart. It’s just a yellow light. He just remembered that Alina was about to eat, “Gosh, I almost forgot that Alina was hungry”. Rei said while patting his forehead. Rei immediately went to the kitchen to continue his previous cooking. Rei chops broccoli and scallions. He wants to make an omelet. Rei also broke the egg and stirred well. After that he heated the pot, not long after Rei put the egg in.

After being lifted, Rei didn’t forget to drain the oil. Rei then took the plate. He put the rice on top of the egg earlier. Rei decorated it beautifully. Because Rei knows that Alina really likes this dish. Usually, since high school, Rei always brought Alina lunch to eat together during break time.

He then looked towards Alina’s room. Rei then took the tray to put the food in earlier. Arriving at Alina’s door, Rei knocked on the door, “Alina, it’s me”. Rei said while waiting for the door to be opened. Rei is really a polite guy. He really appreciates Alina. He didn’t dare to just walk in without Alina’s permission.

Alina, who was lying down, heard Rei’s voice. She then woke up wiping her tears. She opened the door to her room, “What’s wrong, Rei?”. Alina asked, her voice still hoarse.

“Why is your voice different? Have you been crying?”. Rei asked.

“Here I brought you dinner. Let’s eat before it gets cold”. Connect Rei again.

“I’m fine, I’m just a twinkle”. Replied Alina.

“Why do you bother, doesn’t your hand hurt again?” Alina asked while looking at Rei’s hand.