YOUR TOUCH I WANT - EPISODE 35

It didn’t matter how many tears rolled down her cheeks. Her nose was red and her eyes were swollen. I don’t know what’s on her mind tonight. The wound deepened like a blade stabbed repeatedly. Sadness makes her heart ache.

As if Alina was carrying a heavy weight on her shoulders, she was weak and could not stand, and she was weak and helpless. That’s what Alina is feeling right now, tears and only tears are witnesses of how heavy her life is.

Looking at the ceiling of the house with very beautiful decorative lights. A luxurious bed like a princess bedroom. But that couldn’t buy Alina’s heart, and it couldn’t make her heart go back to how it used to be.

Every time I saw Rei’s face, only hatred appeared. He wanted so badly to just throw it all out. But sadly that’s just wishful thinking.

“I have to leave this house, I can’t be here. I have to look for Danendra until I find him. I’m sure Danendra must have been waiting for me for a long time”. Alina thought. Whenever she is alone, Alina must always think something wrong. His love for Danendra is too deep to make her like a mad girl.

That night Alina wore a short-sleeved nightgown and pink-patterned trousers. Her hair is long below the shoulders, straight and brown. Her hair was tied up in a ponytail, and it made her look so perfect. Without dressing up, Alina’s beauty can already be seen.

Alina who was sitting pensive suddenly felt something strange. Like something tugging at her to wake up. Alina immediately got up and opened the door, and while Alina was walking, Rei accidentally saw her. Rei was silent, he did not dare to rebuke him.

Alina kept walking until she was in front of the outer door, she stretched out her hand and opened the door wide. His gaze was blank. Rei was surprised to see Alina out, “Where is she going?”. Rei muttered while following Alina from behind.

Now that Alina is in the yard, there is only one gate that must be opened to break through. Alina pulled the gate but it was locked tightly. She pulled it again until it woke the security guard who was sleeping.

“Who is it? Could it be that a thief came in”. Mumbled Mr. Jupri, his heart felt like it was going to burst because this was the first time he heard the sound of a gate opening. He immediately took a bat just in case. Luckily he was sleeping outside by the gate. So he easily caught the suspect.

Seeing Alina open the gate, Rei immediately ran and pulled her body, “What are you doing? Where are you going at this time of night? Realize Alina”. Rei said loudly. His expression was complicated, and he was even more confused by Alina’s behavior.

His voice startled Mr. Jupri, “Sir! I thought there was a thief, I’m sorry sir, I didn’t know it was Miss Alina.” Said Mr. Jupri.

“No problem, and please lock the gate even stronger. Don’t let Miss Alina come out”. Rei said. Even though the gate was still locked neatly and firmly.

“Yes sir”. Said Mr. Jupri bowed his body as a sign of respect to his employer.

Rei hugged Alina’s body from behind, he didn’t want to let her go, “Let go of me”. Alina continues to move looking for a gap.

“Let’s go inside, it’s very cold outside, not good for your health”. Said Rei who sounded panicked.

“No, I want to go out to see Danendra. It’s a shame he’s been waiting for me there for a long time. He said he wanted to pick me up”. Alina shouted while trying to free herself from Rei’s arms.

“Yes Alina. But you go in first, I will ask Danendra to meet you at this house”.

“Let go of me, Rei. I don’t need pity from you, all I need is Danendra because he is my true love”.

Hearing that, Rei felt devastated. Rei always took a deep breath. He was trying to be patient. I don’t know how long Rei will be able to be Alina’s bodyguard.

“Please Alina be aware, you don’t act like a child. Remember we are married and you are already my wife. So I beg you not to mention Danendra’s name again”. Alina’s strength isn’t too strong against Rei’s. He then picked up Alina and carried her inside.

Alina continued to rage, she beat Rei’s body. Her legs kept moving like leeches that couldn’t stay still. Arriving in the room Rei immediately lowered Alina’s body, “Now you rest, I will sleep outside”. Rei said while wiping the sweat off his forehead.

Alina was silent again seeing Rei’s good attention to her. But it didn’t touch Alina’s heart at all. Rei then came out and closed the door. Rei locked her from outside “Rei, open the door, you don’t lock me inside”. Alina went into a rage again banging on the door hard, her hands hurt and bruised. But Rei didn’t care about that.

That first very bitter night made Rei feel very deep sadness. When Rei came out, he leaned back while wiping his tears. It turned out that Rei felt sadness tonight. His dream seemed crushed and helpless, “This is all I want, I must be able and I must be strong. Don’t give up easily”. Rei muttered. Every day he continues to encourage himself tirelessly, and without knowing the word bored.

It turns out that Rei already has a bad feeling, he deliberately bought this house to be out of reach of his family. Rei doesn’t want his Mama and Papa to know the truth. Rei might be asked to divorce Alina. A man as good as Rei didn’t deserve this kind of treatment.

Tonight Rei sleeps in front of Alina’s bedroom door just in case, he takes a chair with a backrest. There Rei lay down his tired body. Luckily, Rei won’t come to the office tomorrow because he has ordered his assistant to take his place for a week.

The day went on and on, it was already midnight. Rei unconsciously fell asleep without a pillow, without a blanket. He only wore black trousers and a gray t-shirt.

While Alina couldn’t sleep, her heart was restless, “Mom, I want to go home. I don’t want to be here”. Alina muttered while crying. Alina should have accepted this fact, now that she was legally Rei’s wife. But because her love is too deep has made her heart blind. Alina just kept regretting everything. However, that will not change the situation.

Why cry, because crying will not change everything. Why regret because all will not be able to return. A wedding that has been held and witnessed by many people. If they knew the truth, she would be ashamed.

Rei who was already deep in his dreams, even though he was sleeping in an uncomfortable state. Because of the sincerity of his heart to take care of Alina, his sleep tonight was a little restful.

While Alina sat on the floor, laying her head on the bed. Her hands were used as pillows in a sideways sleeping style. Seconds by second, her eyes closed. Because at the time of sleep all problems will disappear. Alina felt tired inside.

“Sleep Alina. I will continue to take care of you”. Danendra said in her dream. It was clear that Danendra was smiling happily seeing Alina. He stroked her hair gently. Danendra’s face looks more radiant than usual.

In her dream, Alina shares the joy of being able to meet the man she loves so much. Alina then opened her eyes in her dream, “Danendra! I really miss you, come home”. Said Alina while looking at Danendra’s face that looked sad.

Danendra could only smile, Danendra then left Alina. Sadness reappeared, not accepting if Danendra left her. Alina grabbed Danendra’s hand, “Danendra wait!”. Said Alina.

Danendra turned and smiled again, “I’m going Alina. Take care of yourself”. Danendra said with a smile.

“I’m coming. Don’t leave me alone.”

“Your place is not here Alina, because there are still many people who need you. Believe me one day we will meet.” Said Danendra in a dream.

“Danendra”. Alina shouted in a dream, after which Danendra immediately disappeared. Alina continues to look for Danendra. Her eyes wandered around, she was sure that Danendra was still with her. Alina wept bitterly, because she could not find Danendra. She sat on her knees on the ground while letting out all her heart. In the real world, Alina feels the same way in the dream world.

Morning.

If the morning has come to welcome the happiness of all people in the world. The sun then appeared slowly emitting a very bright light. It was as if the sun was smiling too. The chirping birds fly here and there looking for food. Plants look green and fresh because they can enjoy the sun’s rays to carry out photosynthesis.

Rei woke up, he didn’t care about himself at all. He immediately checked Alina through the gap in the bedroom door, “I’d better order breakfast”. Rei muttered.

Rei first went to the bathroom to clean his body. It didn’t take long for Rei to finish bathing. He then went to his room to change his clothes. Rei had already prepared some clothes for himself in the room.

This morning Rei wore a black T-shirt with a very soft cloth. The clothes used look perfect because they show the shape of his muscles that he usually hides. Rei Then uses khakis as his daily pants.