THE LUNA CHOOSING GAME - Season 4 Episode 88

Nicholas, for his part, only looked more concerned. He wasn’t alarmed. He wasn’t even startled. He just

watched me closely.

“Talk to me, Piper,” he said. “I can’t understand your growls yet.”

I tried to bite back my growl, but I couldn’t manage. It erupted, curling around my words even as I

attempted to speak. “Jealous.”

That was all Nicholas needed to hear. His concern ebbed somewhat. “Yeah. I know how that feels too.”

“Like this?” I asked.

He nodded. “It’s practically overwhelming.”

“How…?” I started, failed, tried again. “How do you manage?”

“I’ve broken five or six punching bags,” Nicholas said, smiling a little. “Exercise is good for it. If you

wear down your energy, you have less to spend on anger.”

I sighed, trying to reclaim myself. I was in no mood to jog, but… with our recent exertion, I was feeling a

bit tired. I urged my inner wolf to rest.

“You okay now?” Nicholas asked.

My body felt more relaxed. On top of me, Nicholas must have noticed.

“It’s difficult to control my emotions,” I said. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize.”

“I hate it,” I said, only that wasn’t true. Feeling everything amplified was fine when we were being

intimate. So I corrected, “I hate feeling this jealousy.” I blinked back frustrated tears. “I wish we could

just be together.”

Nicholas’s face crumpled a little. He looked down and away, hiding himself from me. “I would give up

just about anything for you Piper.”

Just about anything wasn’t the same as anything.

I knew the one thing he would never be able to give up: the crown. And that was the one thing keeping

us apart.

A growl elicited from my throat again. “Maybe I should go for a run.”

Nicholas pushed himself off of me. As he stood, he offered me a hand to help me up from the couch,

but I ignored it. I was afraid to touch him again. I didn’t know

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what kind of reaction I would have.

My nerves twitched. My fingers twitched with unused energy.

My wolf and I were tired from the sex, but… if we didn’t get out of here, I would scream. I needed to

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push myself until I couldn’t think anymore.

If I couldn’t think, I couldn’t be jealous.

I didn’t say a word of goodbye to Nicholas. Instead, I pushed past him and walked out the door. I

headed toward the back courtyard. I was barely out the door before I shifted into my wolf form.

Silver and Night met me at the tree line. Silver chuffed at me in greeting.

Night’s mind pressed to mine, “We run?”

I barked in agreement. Then, as a pack, the three of us began to run.

I didn’t know if they stuck to me like glue because Nicholas had asked them to look out for me, or if

they genuinely saw me as pack, and pack stayed together. Maybe both. It felt like both, and that was

enough for me…

I

We ran and ran, until the stars hung high in the sky. And the moon was so big and bright. I stopped and

I howled. Silver and Night joined me. In the distance, heard more. One of them sounded like Nicholas.

He sounded almost… sad.

Lonely.

My heart ached, and I pushed forward again.

Silver barked at me, likely trying to get me to stop. We’d run very far already, but I wasn’t ready to quit.

I wanted to push myself to exhaustion and I was nowhere near that yet.

So I ran and I ran, until the moon rounded overhead and disappeared behind me. Then, I continued to

run, even as the sun lifted.

At some point, I totally shut off my mind and succumbed entirely to the instincts of my wolf.

It was better like this. I didn’t have to worry about kingdom politics or fears. I didn’t have to think about

how my mate would soon find another to marry and have pups with.

Out here, I was one with nature. It would protect me. The troubles of humans seemed so far away.

I didn’t know when I lost sight of Night and Silver.

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But eventually, around midday, my legs eventually gave out and I collapsed in a clearing. I purposefully

hadn’t ventured overly far. Knowing there was danger lurking in every direction outside the forest, I’d

taken to completing laps within

it.

Though perhaps I had purposefully avoided running into other people and wolves.

Collapsed though, I could no longer escape the worries that meant to catch me.

Too soon, Julian, in his sleek wolf, jumped in front of me. He sniffed at me, then shifted into human

form.

“What the actual hell, Piper?” His usual smirk was missing. Instead, he looked pissed at hell. “Do you

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have any idea how long you’ve been missing?”

I shook my head a little. I was still in wolf form and couldn’t talk.

Julian pointed at the sky. “Two days, Piper. Two full days. Elva and Nicholas have worried themselves

sick.”

Elva and Nicholas…?

Just then, in the distance, I heard another howl, very similar to the one I had heard in the night that

sounded so lonely. This one sounded sad, and a bit desperate.

I knew it was Nicholas.

“So you are pissed at Nicholas, I couldn’t care less,” Julian said. “But what did Elva do to deserve this?

You wouldn’t abandon your own pup, would you, Piper? Miracle?”

How did he learn Miracle’s name? From Elva? Was Elva really talking to him? Was she truly afraid of

being abandoned?

I began to whimper. I never wanted her to feel that way. I would be here for her always. What was I thinking giving myself over to nature?

Maybe if I had been well and truly alone, it could be forgiven. Even if only Nicholas was waiting for me,

I could be excused.

But I had a toddler crying for me, and I was out here running around, losing myself to the wolf? What a

shameful, selfish existence! I whimpered further, dropping low into the dirt.

Julian, watching me, went from angry as hell to more annoyed to slightly concerned.

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“Piper, it’s okay. She’ll forgive you. Nicholas will too, you know that. But you have to shift back. You

have to come back to us scaring all of us.”

I was scaring Julian too, that’s what he meant.

I was scaring myself as well.

I had to let go. I had to come back to myself.

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to them. They need you. You are

So I closed my eyes. I remember the sight of Elva’s smile and the feel of Nicholas’s embrace.

I was a wolf now, but I was also human. I had a human family that needed me. To abandon my

humanity was to abandon them, and I would never do that.

I wanted to see them again: Nicholas, Elva, Susie, Veronica, Tiffany, Mark… and Julian.

They were my friends. My home.

I exhaled long and slow, centering myself. The exhaustion helped. My wolf was entirely complacent as I

shifted back into my human form.

I was underdressed for the chill in the air. Julian shook off his jacket and draped

it around my shoulders. I felt like crying as I held it close around me.

He notched his finger under my chin.

“Welcome back,” he said.