ALPHA KADEN'S MATE - EPISODE 20

I can’t believe I f*cked up every thing Mrs Green thought me. I can’t just believe how rushy I was to say those words to him.

Jeez… I’m a mess.

I sat on my bed, with my legs folded to each other. I wanted to wave the whole lesson one stuff off my brain but, I just can’t.

I felt like I have to… I have to understand why I had to meet him. Why Mrs Green desperately wanted me to meet with him.

Seems like she does understand this mating stuff than I do. I have tried so much to understand, I have tried to push the negative thoughts about the wolves and face my reality.

I just can’t believe how annoying I am!

And it’s obviously in his eye when I say he really cares for me. Scoffs. He cares so much for an annoying brat like me.

I searched within my self and I couldn’t see any hint of hatred for him in me, but I am damn so angry I find it difficult to express the new feelings out.

He loves me, yeah, he cares for me. Guess that part of the story isn’t getting into my stucked brain. But the part of him being super killing cute, hasn’t stop from analyzing in my head.

You won’t believe how much I am surprised. That one scary figure I always fear to see, that one person I thought was the devil himself has turned out to be…

A demigod?!

Am I thinking? Is my thoughts getting too far? Gosh, guess I’m gonna get a brain tumor for this.

There came a knock on the door, I went to open it. Hilda was standing with a small Kitten in her hands. My eyes widened in excitement, ” How did you know I really needed a Kitten? ” I asked, with an undying excitement.

” Well, I didn’t know. The Master asked me to send this to you. ”

I stared speechless at Hilda, deep down in me I was like, “So soon? ” Now I am beginning to understand that part where he said he was ready to do what ever it takes to make me happy.

” The Master sent this for me? ”

She nodded her head.

I gently took the Kitten from her, my eyes getting a glimpse of a small paper tied around it’s neck.

” I hope you love it, Kitten? ” I found my self smiling so widely. He just doesn’t know how much I loved seeing Cats.

” I’ll keep it. Thanks for bringing it. ”

” Why is your cheeks so red? ” I heard her say.

” What?! ”

” Yes. Your cheeks has been red since you opened the door.”

I smiled again, it’s definitely an effect of me thinking about him. And I didn’t realize I was only blushing the more.

” And it’s getting more reddened. ” She smiled at me, probably she must have understood why I was childishly blushing my cheeks off.

” I’m happy you are finally getting used to him. ” She said.

” I… I am happy too. ” Every one must have known my hard feelings for The Master, and they all seem to be happy for the new changes and blah… blah… blah.

Fine, I get it, I’ll admit. I do feel for him.

Okay, let me be a little bit specific… I love him or maybe, I think I do.

” You love him, don’t you? ”

I left the door to my room, sitting back on the bed while she shut the door behind her, coming to sit next to me. ” I think I do now. ” I frankly said.

” You are still not sure, right? ”

I nodded.

” You need some time, Miss. You don’t have to force your feelings for him. You’ve got to understand one thing, Miss, love comes naturally and no matter what you don’t have to force it.

You want to love him the way he does love you, you want to understand and care the way he does, it only needs time before you do. Maybe deep inside you, you feel like you have understood those feelings, it’s time you become a little bit pushy towards your doubts and face the fact.

Alpha Kaden might be an animal, ” she lowered her voice saying that, ” Yet, he’s got a good heart for a partner. You know, if I were in your shoes, I would even be thanking the Moon Goddess for having some one like him.

Look, I don’t like preaching facts but, I offer one to those who worths it. You love him, it’s quite obvious in your eyes. All you have to do is to give him the chance to prove himself to you, give your heart the chance to understand him.

Trust me, you are gonna love him like a god. ”

” Have you ever fallen in love before? ”

” Yeh, once. But, it didn’t work out. That is why I want yours to work out perfectly fine. Look, ” she said, pointing at the paper around the Cat’s neck. ” He even calls you his Kitten. Do you know what that means? ” She smiled. ” He loves you as much as you love the pet. ”

She took the Cat from me, ” You know what to do. ”

Hilda’s words were only few but, it was strong enough to clear my doubts. It made me understand what I found difficult to.

She made me know what I felt. Although Mrs Green did too, but I will admit, Hilda had it all talked. Now I have realized my missing part.

And all my unanswered questions were answered. I can’t believe Mom, Gene and Danielle had filled my heart with so much disbelief that has cost me a lot.

Thanks to Dad who made me understand my fate, and to Mrs Green who made it possible for me to meet with Alpha Kaden. If not of her, I wouldn’t have realized my feelings for him.

And to Hilda too, she was the one who explained my doubts. She has just made me realize that all I needed was to accept. She has taken away the darkness from my eyes.

I ran to his room, I didn’t cared how tired I was becoming I made no attempt to stop. My heart was beaming with joy and I felt like a new child, free within myself.

I stopped before his door, and if it were to be possible for me to break the door open, I was ready to willing do that.

I knocked on his door which he finally opened it on the second knock. ” Miss W… ”

I didn’t let him complete his statement, I pulled myself to him, hugging him so tight. ” Thank you, I really appreciate the gift. ”

At first he was surprised, but then I felt his hands around me. ” It’s nothing. ”

” No, it is to me. ” I broke the hug, slamming the door with my leg. ” I never expected this. I thought you had only asked, I…” I exhaled,

” I asked because I wanted to know and because I wanted you to have a pet. ” He chuckled. ” I sound crazy. ”

” No, you don’t. ” I can feel his gaze on my lips, and there is this force that keeps pulling me to him. Not the same force which made me hug him, no. This was quite stronger and forceful.

” You will always be my Kitten. ”

I don’t know but, I was beginning to love the name… KITTEN.