ALPHA KADEN'S MATE - EPISODE 15

I sat at the sitter of my window, staring down at nothing in particular. The evening was slowly approaching, and the moon was almost leaving it’s nest, ready to bless our night with it’s fullest blessings.

Everything about this place looked totally different from the human world. I try to get adapted to the environment but it’s still difficult for me to.

Sleeping was another difficult task for me right now, cause my eyes isn’t ready to accommodate it either.

I sighed heavily.

The rest of my day after Mrs Green spoke to me remained in thoughts. Somehow I was wishing this could be nothing but a dream.

Hoping someone will wake me up from this endless nightmare. Where I will have to open my eyes and then, everything is gone for good. Even the fact that we left Mandeva will all turn out to be fake.

I just need someone to talk to. Someone to give me a better explanation on why it has to be him I am fated to? Why can’t I be mated to a human being?

Why does it have to be to an animal, a wolf for crying out loud? Why does fate hate me this much? What have I done to deserve this wickedness?

All of my life I have wished for one thing. Happiness. Will I find it here?

Was mother doing the right thing by depriving me from this fate? Why do I still feel unsure of myself?

Can I ever get the chance to love him? Will I? Can I?

I sighed again, and again.

All this questions in my head and not even a single one of it am I able to give an answer to. Then Mrs Green’s words reflected to my mind,

” You don’t have to force yourself to fall in love with him or try acting like you’ve understood what kind of person he actually is. I only told you a hint of him, the rest is up to you to find out yourself. ”

What more am I to know about him? Does he have a painful secret no one knows? Is there more I need to know besides his step mother?

Has he ever fallen in love before? Is there somehow he had a broken relationship or something? Damn, I’m overthinking!!

Each time I try to picture his face in my mind, the one I keep seeing the most is that I saw in the woods. I can’t stop imagining how scary those eyes looked.

How horrific it felt staring into those eyes, that I felt like it was the devil I was staring at. I can’t forget those night horror bumps, and I keep wondering if I can ever fall in love with someone like him.

On the other hand, Mrs Green is right about another thing. Something I still ask myself if I am ready to accept. To believe.

” I know how much you fear him, but I assure you that one day, you will find a thousand reasons for you to trust him. He’s worth being with, trust me, soon you will get use to him. ”

Don’t blame me, the whole mating stuff are just to heavy for my mind to interpret.

I stared down at the environment, few guards only patrolled around. One thing I love about this place is how safe it felt. Unlike the human world where your eyes has to be alerted for emergency cases.

I am complicated, I get it. And it’s totally not my fault either.

I threw myself on my bed, waving my legs on it. I loved the cold feelings on my skin, I was beginning to wish for winter to approach so soon.

I dialed dad’s number, there wasn’t a clear network to transfer my calls. Having a cell phone here was as good as not having any. But I’ve seen alpha Kaden with a cell phone.

Hold on, did he do something to my cell phone? Oh, damn no! He didn’t hack it, did he?

I remember keeping it in my jean pocket, did he put his hand under my wedding gown? Oh, Jesus, how dare him do that to me?!

I angrily got out of my bed. I left the room, heading for his room. I just realized how stupid I am to parade the entire building looking for a room I don’t know where it is.

I went to the kitchen, and luckily Mrs Green was just about leaving. She was shocked to see me, but I assured her with a smile that everything was alright.

” Where are you going? ” She asked me, locking the kitchen door.

” I’m looking for the Master’s bedroom. Can you direct me to it? It’s so stupid of me not to have known where he sleeps. ” I grinned.

” Don’t blame yourself, you’re still new around. Well, his room is a bit far from here. ”

” What?! ” I exclaimed. ” Sorry, did you just say far from here? ”

” Yes. ” She nodded her head. ” He stays at the other quarter of the castle. ”

” Oh, shit. ” I caused. ” How long will it take me to get there? ”

” Ten minutes or so, that’s depending on how fast your movement is. ”

” Okay. Thanks by the way. Guess I have to check on my footsteps now. Good night. ” I waved at her headed to the other quarter.

On a second thought, I wanted to give up and forget that he did anything stupid to me. And on a third thought, I needed to know why he had to sneak his hands under my gown to hack my cell phone.

Now I’m standing at the second quarter, looking stranded like a rejected daughter. There were many rooms with the same colour of doors which made me look stranded the more.

I’ve read a lot of novels that describes The Master’s bedroom to be different from the other rooms. But here, there isn’t anything like that.

I will only look like a crazy clawn if I have to knock on each doors.

” Excuse me, Miss. ” I heard a masculine voice ask from behind. I turned to look at who it was, ” Are you looking for someone? ”

” Yes, ” I nodded. ” I’m looking for The Master’s room. Can you please direct me to it? ”

” Yes. Please follow me. ” I followed him to a room, indeed it looks like a Master’s bedroom. It’s door looks wider and totally different from the rest of the doors I saw a while ago.

” This is it. ” He pointed. ” The Master is inside. ”

” Thank you. ”

” A pleasure, Miss. ”

He turned to go, when I stopped him. ” Can I know your name? ”

” My name is Elvis, ma’am. ”

” Just call me, Illiana. Nice to meet you, Elvis. ”

” You too, Illiana. ” He left.

I took a deep breath, holding it for long in my lungs. I exhaled heavily. ” Don’t be scared, Ana. Don’t be scared. ” I acknowledged myself.

I knocked once, my heart raced and I almost did the same. I was beginning to feel the fear, running in my vains. Geez, Ana, he isn’t Jesus, okay?

My hand was halfway to the door when it suddenly opened.

” Oh, My God…. “